I can remember one of my teachers addressing a group of students, saying that the practice of yoga was a “calling,” something that you really didn’t have much power over.
It just felt like this urge from deep inside you that you must pursue. He felt quite sure that if you had pursued the practices of yoga in a past life that the “calling” to continue in this present life would be almost overwhelming at times, and the rest of the time, be laying a path, full of signs, for you to follow back to your yoga practice you had left in your past life.
All you had to do was follow the signs, and not resist taking that most noble of paths. Although that group was probably 40 or more, that teacher could have been talking directly to me, because that was in fact the exact experience I had felt about my yoga practice.
Up until then, I had never mentioned those “feelings” to anyone, of being drawn into something, and I even spent many years rebelling, or at least trying to ignore the sign posts. It all felt a bit “cultist.” I’m still not sure exactly when I finally pulled my head out of the fog and started to “sit up and take notice.” That’s a phrase my parents used to remind me to do all my life… I’m sure now that they were my first teachers, and the earliest sign posts.
When that time came, it was like a series of doors started to open and all I had to do was step through, follow the path.
Don’t misunderstand me, there were many other doors and many other paths presenting themselves, but for me one of the paths seemed clearly marked and felt right. I had finally stopped resisting and was taking notice of the signs.
This all brings to mind a passage from the TAO TE CHING,
“The Great Way is quite level, but people are much enamored of mountain trails.”
When exactly I first noted this, I don’t recall. It was, of course, another sign post.
Today in my life, the level path is very appealing, and the few up-hill stretches along that path are just reminders to get back to the level parts, and proceed…
Be brave, take notice, don’t resist….follow the signs! It’s simply that easy…. Trust your heart.
Perhaps a retreat in Phuket, Thailand is just the thing to allow some of your “signs” to manifest.
See you at Karuna soon -
Cheerio, Julie